I've had some extra time to reflect today and have been coming to some conclusions.  I am in an incredible relationship with probably the best guy out there.  He gets me on a level that no else does and he makes me feel great.  Any criticism he gives, is a always constructive and he pushes me to always do my best and be the best person that I can be.  He sees a lot of good in me.

All of that is great, and I know I am so lucky to have that in my life.  One thing that I need that still seems to be lacking though... I need to be able to see that for myself as well.  I've found myself in quite a bit of a rut lately with some low self confidence.  And, rather then sit back and complain about it, it's time I do something.  One of my biggest pet peeves is when people complain about something that they have the power to change themselves.  And, I'm starting to find myself slip into that bad habit.  Also, I have found that when I let myself mope into some low self esteem, it has an effect on so much in my life.  Including my relationship with Mr. Wonderful.  Well, no more of that!  I'm taking back control of my life and the way I want to handle the things that get me down.  I've started working on this a little this past week and have already felt a positive change in some aspects of my life.  I'm excited to apply this elsewhere now.  I look forward to being able to look in the mirror and really be happy with who I see there.