Friday, February 18, 2011

"I love to be alone. I never found a companion that was so companionable as solitude."
-Henry David Thoreau

I took photo classes in high school and we had to do a project based off of a favorite quote.  I used this one.  I did a bunch of shots of a friend of mine in these wide open spaces (long empty beaches, meadows, parks...).  In all the shots, he was by himself and would either be reading, resting, meditating, or walking.  I focused on how good it is to take time for yourself.  I spent a lot of time on my own in high school and, looking back, I'm so glad I did.  Being able to spend time alone and enjoy your own company is important.  I forgot how good that feels.

This past week, I have really focused on being okay with myself.  I have purposely spent time on my own as often as I can.  Whether that has been doing a solo dive, taking a walk/jog, a drive, or just hanging out at home.  I feel centered in my soul right now.  It feels good.  I think I may be becoming addicted to it, actually.  I look forward to the end of my day when I can go home and just spend some quiet time.  My life tends to be pretty busy between work and teaching and various social things I enjoy doing.  So, having time to myself every night this week has been amazing.  I haven't even been feeling any shred of lonely and I wondered if it would hit me at some point.  I've noticed that when I am out doing things with people, I stay more engaged and enjoy it more.  It's like I really take advantage of the social time and then really take advantage of that alone time later.  I think I'm in a good balance with myself right now and I'm planning to keep this up.  I'm happier, more rested, and not so edgy and sensitive to things.  I feel like I have control over my social life and I'm not letting it happen to me and just hanging on for the ride.  It's a good feeling.

Another good quote on solitude that I've found this week is, "I restore myself when I'm alone." -Marilyn Monroe.  I'm finding this to be so so so true.  I feel restored, rejuvenated, and focused.  All good things :-)

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