"I love to be alone. I never found a companion that was so companionable as solitude."
-Henry David Thoreau
I took photo classes in high school and we had to do a project based off of a favorite quote. I used this one. I did a bunch of shots of a friend of mine in these wide open spaces (long empty beaches, meadows, parks...). In all the shots, he was by himself and would either be reading, resting, meditating, or walking. I focused on how good it is to take time for yourself. I spent a lot of time on my own in high school and, looking back, I'm so glad I did. Being able to spend time alone and enjoy your own company is important. I forgot how good that feels.
This past week, I have really focused on being okay with myself. I have purposely spent time on my own as often as I can. Whether that has been doing a solo dive, taking a walk/jog, a drive, or just hanging out at home. I feel centered in my soul right now. It feels good. I think I may be becoming addicted to it, actually. I look forward to the end of my day when I can go home and just spend some quiet time. My life tends to be pretty busy between work and teaching and various social things I enjoy doing. So, having time to myself every night this week has been amazing. I haven't even been feeling any shred of lonely and I wondered if it would hit me at some point. I've noticed that when I am out doing things with people, I stay more engaged and enjoy it more. It's like I really take advantage of the social time and then really take advantage of that alone time later. I think I'm in a good balance with myself right now and I'm planning to keep this up. I'm happier, more rested, and not so edgy and sensitive to things. I feel like I have control over my social life and I'm not letting it happen to me and just hanging on for the ride. It's a good feeling.
Another good quote on solitude that I've found this week is, "I restore myself when I'm alone." -Marilyn Monroe. I'm finding this to be so so so true. I feel restored, rejuvenated, and focused. All good things :-)
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